hmmmm

Well, here goes nothing...my first blog..ooohh exciting, nervous, I kinda want to vomit, or maybe that's lunch.
Anyways, I've been reading and following religiously my bff's blog chronicles of idieh, and decided what the hell I'll give it a try.

Hmmm...so, what's on my big ole brain today?
What's always on my brain..Heidi, mom, dogs, work, planning birthday parties for work tomorrow, Boys, sex, skype, relationships, or lack there of, DTS, DTF, what i have to do today after work, lunch date, big game weekend.. ahhhhhhhhgrrrrrrhhhh

I feel like my head is going to explode, and i'm jumping out of my seat waiting for it to be 4:00 so i can go home and start tackling my to do list.

Why is it when you come out of a shitty relationship and i mean SHITTY, and you have a moment of clarity your life starts to make sense?  I have taken off the blinders i once had on for the past year and a half and looking through my bright shinny Snooki shades!! They are so big and bright, with a hint of pink :) It's like under all the shit i was in, i'm starting to not only smell the roses again, but actually be treated like one! WTH have i been doing lowering my standards..pffft. Well never again my friends, and if you see, read, or catch me falling off the wagon again, PLEASE catch me and put me back on. After 5 + years of nothing but losers, who can't drive, no job alcoholics I am doing ME! I am spending more time with people who matter and are always there for me when I fall into another loser's lap. Thx HB, i'm your number 1 fan ;)
So what did i do for Halloween?? I went out with just the girls dressed as Snooki and ended up catching me a Bar Fly who was totally DTS!! It's way too soon to say anything about the bar fly. I'm keeping my options opened, excited, happy, and smiling more and absolutely looking forward to my lunch date tomorrow with bar fly and then the NFL game with my bestie. Until next time. Prost.