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Every time a convo about relationships starts the same phrase comes out of my mouth: "It's the best relationship I've ever been in"! :)

This weekend I was talking with my girl K. from R-Kansas about her long distance dating history and the pros and cons that come with dating a guy far far away...yeah of course it sucks big donkey balls bc you can't see him everyday, can't cuddle with him at night, and do "normal" couple things like dinner dates, movies, beach, etc. Who likes "normal" anyways? I've always danced to a different beat...

On the flip side of these things Matt and I have found our own unique way for making this long distance dating work! ! Here are a few of my favs: Skyping helps! Love video chatting with him!!! Sending daily pics on our phones!! Talking every morning and every evening is a MUST, and knowing if I can't sleep I can call him or text him and he picks up :) Talking Talking Talking is a big one!! Sometimes I just call to say "hey, i just wanted/needed to hear your voice". Texting and fb too. The best is being able to say good night every single night, no matter what time it is, and waking up hearing him say "good morning". There's just something about his wake up voice that is so damn sexy!! :)

Sometimes when I think about how fast this has all happened, it's defiantly a lil scary, but in the long run I think a little bit of long distance helps the relationship...hear me out..we not only talk, but communicate probably more then face to face couples do, and have learned a TON about each other having to communicate so far away. The fact that we have only seen each other once a month since February drives me fucking crazy. [lets see, he left after we spent the week together for Valentines day, I flew out in March, he flew in for my bday in April, he drove in for mother's day, and flew in for my surgery] The anticipation the week before I see him is fucking intense. The build up of knowing I get to see him, touch him, be back in his arms again, kiss him is...idk, there are no words right now..my heart races just thinking about the moment I drive down the long red dirt road, round the corner, see the house and his truck, and he walks out of the house and meets me at the car...I can't get out of my bug fast enough to jump back into his arms. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! And then for the long weekend we have each other, it's like nothing else exists...it's just us in our own little bubble world, after we rip each other's clothes off of course and have marathon sex like teenagers lol!! FACT. :)

The "normal" dating adventures have been replaced with my girl dates which is wonderful! Being 1,000 miles away from my love has allotted me my much needed "GIRL TIME"!!! I get to have one on one quality time with some of the most awesome girls on the planet!! All girls need their girlfriends. And like I was telling K., it is nice having my independence, and still knowing he's there. In the past, the relationships I have been in have smothered me to death, to the point I want OUT, kicking and screaming. I love that Matt and I are two different people. He does his thing, I do mine, and then we meet in the middle and have our own! God, I sound completely mushy.

As much as I think and believe the long distance has helped us grow together, I'm ready for his sexy ass to be home in NC...where ever home is going to be...between Mooresville and Wilmington. As long as I get to see him on the weekends, I'm a happy girl! Now, the thought of him being here in Wilmington full time is AWESOME!!!! The thought of living together still scares me..and yes we have talked about this...and talked about another dog...whoa i know right...this is really happening. I don't have such a great track record of living with boys, but that's the key word here "boys"...I love that Matt is a real MAN! And I think this time it will be a lot easier! I just don't see myself getting mad and fighting with him about leaving his clothes on the floor, or not making the bed...after being apart for so long, I just want him here. As long as he knows I need more closet space then he does, we'll be ok! :) I love you dear, and can't wait to see you this weekend MUWAH.

Until Next Time ~ Whoo hooo Come on FRIDAY