Morning FB

As I'm driving to work this morning and fb'n it up my heart felt as if it skipped a beat, it fell down into my stomach, I had to catch my breath, then I couldn't stop cheezy all the way to work...all over a little ole fb comment :) Do you see what he is doing to me?! I'M FREAKIN SWIMMING UP TO MY EARS IN HAPPINESS - 110% PURE, RAW, BLISSFUL HAPPINESS. So, I'm otw to work, and I hop on the ole fb (happy 7th bday btw) and leave my morning status as "loves waking up with him here"...AnDizzle already "liked" this, and then there it was....the first comment of my morning status :) He wrote, "loved waking up to you". :) :) :) I mean the morning just doesn't get any better...he woke up at the butt crack of dawn with me, laid in bed, had morning coffee and my news fix together...then he said the sweetest thing. I said to him something along the lines of "you know you don't have to wake up with me...i can be quite" He said something along the lines of "you kidding me? this is more QT time i get with you"...FUcking Shit if that's not incredible!! MUWAAH!!!!
Can't wait to get home :)

Until next time bitches ~ Muwah

540 miles of bliss

To finish up and sum up the weekend I will try and keep it nice and short so I can get back on track with my daily blogging addiction...

Saturday --> no turkey shoot due to us thinking the weather was too bad so instead we napped, Ammvets, homemade sangria, Sky Bar so I could shake my ass with the girls, but no pole dancing for me...HB wasn't there.. just not the same dude. It's fun going from one extreme to the other; hitting up the Ammvets during the day for some pool, food, and fun, then turning around and being able to "slut it up" a bit for the Sky bar..where I saw real glassware, a DJ, three stripper poles...and much much more...! Thanks for taking me dancing! whoo hoooo. I think though the best part of the night was sitting in the car with Matty waiting for everyone else to get there...I cherish every second with him.

Sunday --> I couldn't leave the country without seeing Grandma, the sweetest, nicest lil ole lady ever to grace this earth, and paps is cool too :) So we headed over for some good ole home cooking for breakfast. Breakfast turned into a 3 hour session of eating, chattin' it up, old pictures, and showing off what a big deal Matty is! What a wonderful way to end my weekend with the g/parents!! I could spend all day there..besides the shooting squirrels out the dining room window it was an awesome time! I feel extremely grateful lately with Matty coming into my life as he did - it's simply just wonderful. It's like a light bulb finally clicked in my heart, hopefully it's on of those energy saving bulbs that last forever...anyways..starting to drift.. another successful, exciting, weekend in the country. Totally worth the 540 miles round trip from my driveway to his. Hmmmm...

until next time bitches~prost

Super Sweet Outfit

I'm not sure yet whether to break up my weekend into daily separate blogs, or to try and tie everything into one big one.. hmmm decisions decisions. I guess I'll just start blogging and see what happens heeeheeheee

After the big show with American Aquraium Thursday Night, I woke up in a daze, not remembering bits and peices...I remembered the show, and dancing with my new AA friend we'll call her AnDizzle!! She was freakin' awesome...danced with me and sang all their songs with me!! whoo hoooo. And my old roomie Ryan came out too...so much fun, shot shot shot shot! I'm so happy that Matty, G'money, and Amber came to the show with me!! I love turning new people onto American Aquarium!! Although I didn't remember Matty trying to carry me in the house or how the hole got in the wall, I do remember hearing the "L word"...Oh geeze...so....i did what any respectable Aries would do and FREAK THE FUCK OUT....then i thought in my haze, why am i fighting this.. i do love him. So what if this is happening fast, so what. I don't feel the way I feel about him with any past relationships nor any new dates I've been on...I'm afraid of sooo much, what if there's someone better (i highly doubt), what if it's still in the "honeymoon" phase, what if he's just gonna break my heart? Oh and why would I get into a long distance "relationship" if I'm gonna do any that's not my number one choice..uggggg It all boils down to the way I feel when I see him, when his baby blue eyes stare through my freakin soul, when his hand reaches for mine no matter where we are or who we're with then he takes my hand to his lips and gently kisses it, and soooo many others...

Ok, moving on...Friday we wake up to it freezing cold and raining ugggg so what does G'money want to do??? 4 wheelin'...not just regular ole 4 wheeling..but a racing super fast 4 wheeler in the rain and mud and coldness...I was totally down for some excitement so I was down!! Headed to Woodleaf to his parent's house..hung out with them...they said, you're not going to ride today?? it's raining..we were like YEAH! I had a super awesome outfit too!!! I thought I was going to die at not one point, but pretty much the whole time I was grasping and clinging to G'money hoping not to die today...we started off ok, then progressively faster and up and down and shit...then he took me in some woods...i closed my eyes at that point and hung on for dear life...the ride felt like forever. Then as we approached the house he freakin' popped that son of bitch up on 2 wheels.. that's it I thought....i'm going to get bumped off this thing, flipped, roll, and crack my head open...It felt like at one point I had to be cracking his ribs as tight as I was holding, but couldn't really tell towards the end due to my hands being numb but at least I looked good doing it LOL :)

After thawing out from 4 wheelin' we heading for a relaxing afternoon movie and couch time!! I guess I really need to try and watch more movies..people are really in awww that I haven't seen the movies I haven't...so I watched Boondock Saints for the first time..LOVED IT!! ...then we waited for HSm and headed off to the cabin in the Mtns, SPARTA here we come! The cabin is sooo cute and precious, and sits right on top of a hill with cows and everything!! We hung out and I introduced the kids to new drinking card games.. circle of death!! Now the downside was we ran out of beer and had to play the game mostly with ...your choice Tequila or Jack...whoooft. Tough. We finished the damn game though....and only had one casality...HS let it go twice!! She was a champ though..throwing back that 2 fingers....after the kids went to bed, we had a nice buzzed cooking session of Ramen noodles!! He likes Ramen like I like Ramen!!

Until next time bitches ~ Prost

American Aquarium in Statesville!

So I was able to finagle a half day thursday so I could hit the road and head to Mooresville early!! I couldn't miss the show!! I'm always late to see the boys, and this time I was going to be early, well "on time". I made excellant time considering I was leaving straight from work.. 4 hours and a little change!! whoo hoooo I made it...of course I beat Matty there, but no worries, Garrett had Jack waiting for me hahaha..nothing goes better with Jack then sundrop and yoga!! Yeah I had to stretch out after such a long ride...and the jack helped too :) after about 20 minutes or so Finally, Matty and Amber showed up!! ALRIGHT!! IT"S TIME TO PRE-GAME!!!! OMG sooooooo awesome to see him after so many days...ahhhhhhh. I melted. Now, back to business...remember I have not drank since 15JAN11, so this should be a "fun" night.. and when I say "fun" I mean outta control, raging, dancing, meeting new AA fans, seeing old friends, peeing at ATM's, holes in walls, a gallon of wine, PBR drinking, Whiskey shootin, not remembering Cook Out, Walmart, or anything else outrageous that went on....that's what your friends are for...to piece together the night before and give you hell, but still love you the next day kind of FUN!!!! My excuse, I didn't eat much that day LOL! That's just one more reason I love my country family, they just don't give a fuck, no judgment zone out there!!! :) So you see how the night kinda went... THE SHOW WAS FUCKING AWESOME!! and my peeps loved the band, bought them shots, bought cds, and shirts, and cozies!! I truly do have the most awesome coolest friends in the world....more blogs to come about the weekend later.. lots to talk about, trust me hmmmmmmmm. 

Until Next Time Bitches ~ GO PACKERS 

Wake up DAY

IT"S WAKE UP DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so freaking ADD and hyper right now, it's ridiculous!!! AHHHHH I'm trying to study for my class I have to teach, but I can't... I look at for 3 minutes and want to jump out of my chair, run into the hallway of my office building and scream!!! I"M GOING TO SEE MATTY TODAY!! :) I have one thing, well 3 things on my brain right now and it's not Imagery Rehearsal ...it's 1) Matty 2) American Aquarium 3) sexy skinny Jeans yeay!!! OMG OMG OMG .. all i have to do is get through this class, finish my notes, go to the store and get a bottle and some smokes, and snacks for my road trip...and hit the road!!!!! OMG...yes, i didn't stutter.. a bottle of liquor and smokes.. It's a special occasion tonight!! I'm so freaking happy and excited I can't contain it.. the fireflies that are cracked out on redbull swirling around inside me are now trying to burst through my nipples to escape..my stomach hurts. Breath.. annmo...breath

12 hours from now I will have a PBR in one hand and Matty in the other listening to AA live!!! I'm sooooo happy the waiting is finally over! It feels like it's been months since I've seen him, when in all actuality it's only been 11 days...whoa.. and now I get to keep him for 11days! I"M STOKED!! Ok, well I have to go now and do work work..hopefully I will find a computer in the country, if not I am signing off until sunday/monday. Have a great weekend, I know I will! Adventures only 270miles away!!!!

until next time bitches ~ prost

Team Munoz

OMG I haven't even blogged today! Geeze...So still going strong not drinking, even at vb last night! But I'm really just saving up for this weekend, and so I can get into my sexy jeans :) I didn't even have a milkshake today - i saw them, but said NO! hahahahhaa The smoking is another story..it's like oh January is over, time to smoke again ugggg...i'm jumping right back into identifying myself as a "smoker"..ugggg

So after work, and yoga and dinner, and packing and laundry and shower and LAURA"S HAVING A BABY...i've totally forgot about my blog.. sorry.. a lot going on tonight!!! and even better I GET TO SEE MATTY TOMORROW!! And, the best part is, I get to see him for the next week!! yeah!!! Country's coming to spend some AnnMo time...volleybal, yoga, Compton live downtown wed night... oh it's gonna be a good next week!!! OMG and Laura's having the baby!!! whoo hoooooo come on NOAH!


Dinner was amazing thanks to Jamie and Jim!!! I love yoga/dinner nights!! hmm hmmm They out do themselves every week!!! and I get to reap the benefits!! thanks again guys!! WOW I do have some freaking amazing friends! I'm about 80% packed! so that's good.. I hate packing.. uggg, pj's work out clothes, jeans, tshirts, fuck jewelry..shoes, slutty going out clothes...cold weather clothes ugggg....I can't wait for tomorrow when I get to the country!!! Probably won't be blogging this weekend either, so you bitches will just have to wait till monday after superbowl...GO GREENBAY. 

well good night. and GO LAURA!!!!! LOVE YOU AND NOAH>> HOPE HE COMES OUT FIST PUMPING and hope you don't pooped the table! :)

until next time ~ MUWAH UNST UNST UNST 

Heart stopped for a sec - Thanks Dude

Best friends are AWESOME!! THANKS DUDE. She may be the President of EI, but she always has time for a quick emergency call from me. ahhhhh Deep breath in and.....out. If it wasn't for her I'd probably be panicking, over anayalissing the last 15min for no reason, and FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. Breathe......she just makes everything calm, peaceful, and helps bring my ass back to reality!

speaking of my ass..how is it my boobs are shrinking due to the "losing weight looking hot wearing my sexy jeans obsession", but my ass is staying the same? hmmmmmm

So I'm at work and would have probably gone straight across the hall and been like OMG JESS, you'll never believe who just called me...but she's out for the moment...and Bruce is too far away....speaking of Bruce, I need to holla at her.. we have been entirely too busy the past few days to holla...so when push comes to shove I can always always count on my one and ONLY HB!! She knows be better then anyone else, and knows exactly what to say, when to say it, and how to say it to keep me as sane as possible. Thanks Dude, I love you! I love love love YOU! I know you're the Prez now and everything, but you're still my "meep meeep, yard sale yelling, beach laying, road tripping, singing our lungs out, always there for me" Best Friend! Does Hallmark have a card with that on it?! They should - I can't tell you how much you mean to me, and how much I love you, respect you, admire you..ok i'll stop, my mascara is NOT water proof.

the call -
some things never change i guess - it's funny teaching a class on behavior change and breaking habits to come back to my office to this voicemail...lol all i can do is smile and chuckle, because for the first time in a long time - i've let him or the idea of him go. I'm so happy with my life right now. I'm happy with my circle of old and new friends, I'm happy with my circle of old and new activities, and I'm especially happy with my special someone...:) Between HB and Matty Ice I think it's gonna be a good year guys!! maybe it's all this yoga I/ve been doing, but I feel so relaxed and at peace - ahhh breathe..in and out......

so i know the voicemail was some form of singing..i'm thinking it was American Aquarium...he knows my love for them, and if he's following them, probably knows they're playing this week, and probably knows I'm going to see them.. wouldn't that be some shit if he showed up in statesville HA. yeah right. Now the question is really? really dude? 0926 and you're leaving what I assume is a drunk dial singing voicemail on your ex's phone....hmmmmmm. Now I am assuming he's been drinking, I could be wrong, but really? hmm Oh well. thanks for the song dude!

I'm not gonna let anything ruin my day, because you know what today is?!?!?!? Not only the frist day of FEB, but also the countdown is now down to ONE AND A WAKE UP AHAHAHAHAHAHAH YAY!!! :) I wish you could see my cheesy ear to ear grin, with my whitening teeth!! :) Oh yeah, starting whitening my teeth again last night.. i was like whoaaa...lol. SO yeah, one day closer to  being in a state of PERMA GRIN!! I can't wait to see you :) and all that jazz!! MUWAH Baby!

until next time bitches ~ MUWAH