Finally! Something to blog about ----- hahahahah I love when fucked up shit happens before 5am bc now I have more to blog about ..so yesterday I woke up at my usual 405am...let the dogs out, feed the cats, feed and water the dogs, start the coffee, and head back to my favorite room in the house --- my bathroom! Got my jams going, news on...see my phone blinking..I just thought I had missed an alarm...oh but NOooooooo it was not one but 3 text from the ex. what now? I thought.. great he's drunk and drunk texting...doesn't his friends know it's not cool to let friends text drunk.. geeze, oh well. The funny thing is, I had totally forgotten his phone number until I saw it.. funny how that works.. muscle memory I guess. It wasn't a bad text I guess.. something like, "Plz don't be mad @ me...I can't play vb with u and still sleep @ night...I'm not trying to be petty or mean...I just can't do it...I want you to be happy I really do..I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you."
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. really?
.."and still sleep at night?" What the fuck does that mean?
hmmmm ----- that's what I first thought, but then I realized I hadn't had my morning coffee yet, and should not be making texting decisions before hand.. so back to the kitchen, a few deep breaths, and some morning jams to help clear my head..then I looked in the mirror, and smiled from ear to ear, chuckled really. WHO CARES!!! I've moved on my friend, quite easily might I add. I've found my ONE, and it sure as hell wasn't him...I'm so happy, it's ooozzing out of my finger tips! Just the thought of Matty lately makes my knees weak, my eyes light up, and that stupid in love grin from ear to ear!!!
Oh, so I replied with a clear head.."no worries, it was kinda shitty how I found out (about the vb and all), but it's cool...i'm still playing 3 nights. btw I am happy, extremely happy!! thx"
hehehehehee suck on that ass hole - moving on....
Until Next Time Bitches ~ Unst unst unst...
.."and still sleep at night?" What the fuck does that mean?
hmmmm ----- that's what I first thought, but then I realized I hadn't had my morning coffee yet, and should not be making texting decisions before hand.. so back to the kitchen, a few deep breaths, and some morning jams to help clear my head..then I looked in the mirror, and smiled from ear to ear, chuckled really. WHO CARES!!! I've moved on my friend, quite easily might I add. I've found my ONE, and it sure as hell wasn't him...I'm so happy, it's ooozzing out of my finger tips! Just the thought of Matty lately makes my knees weak, my eyes light up, and that stupid in love grin from ear to ear!!!
Oh, so I replied with a clear head.."no worries, it was kinda shitty how I found out (about the vb and all), but it's cool...i'm still playing 3 nights. btw I am happy, extremely happy!! thx"
hehehehehee suck on that ass hole - moving on....
Until Next Time Bitches ~ Unst unst unst...
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