As I'm basking in my happiness at work, trying not to oooze joy out of the top of my head and down through my bright green toe nails, one of my girls comes in my office, sits down and sighs...uggggg. I missed her call last night, called her back, but no answer..so I asked what's up.. she said "boy issues"...Oh geeze, not again..really?? There's always some bullshit stirring around somewhere, fucking with good people...damn it. She's telling me what had happened (aka the situation, unst unst unst), then what popped out of her mouth I just couldn't believe. I mean literally my jaw fell to the floor, mouth wide opened in disbelief.. she said she needed to "find the one that doesn't suck the least". I was in disbelief, I mean I couldn't believe what she was saying.. when it comes right down to it, she was saying maybe we just need to "settle" for the person who "sucks the least" OMG - really? UH NEGATIVE DUDE> No way am I settling..been there done that, got the t-shirt, shot glass, and papers. Fuck settling..you just gotta hop back on the crazy train of dating, put yourself out there and DO SHIT!! Settle? pffft nawh dude.. I'm not a believer in settling, and nooooo it's not because I'm the happiest I've ever been, but because you don't or at least I don't want to sell myself short dude. Sometimes, you're all you've got..why settle? why not get out there and catch the big one, the prize winner? You have to remember we deserve the very best! We deserve to be happy, we deserve to be treated like a human, an equal human, better then human, we are FUCKING WOMEN!! We've put up with sooo much shit, it's our time to be freakin' happy..well at least that's how I feel..and it sounds so cliche' but when you find "the one" you just know.. you feel it all through your body, inside and out, all through your freakin' soul, it takes your breath away, it knocks you down, makes you melt, your knees really do go weak, and then you just let out a sigh of relief...ahhhh i did it, I found him.
It baffles me that people think this about relationships that they have to settle, but then again I'm in a happy relationship, I'm not surrounded by drama anymore, I'm not putting up with bullshit...I haven't argued ever with Matty...I haven't even gotten upset with him, all I can do is melt! :) MUWAH
until next time bitches ~ unst unst unst
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