Day 26

NO MEAT< NO FAST FOOD> NO ALCOHOL>

I did smoke one cigarette today and it was a menthol.. uggg. I was hard up lol..

So let me tell you about my POS car...ugggg...first it was the back windows, now my main big ole window on my side won't come up....I HATE CAR PROBLEMS!! uggg I'm ready to just turn the damn thing in and get a truck! uggg anyone have any suggestions? ? ?

VB was fun tonight, even though both teams didn't advance...but it was fun playing with the new peeps, and trying to figure out my other new team...good times, cold as fuck, but fun. Definitely glad to be home and getting warm and watching BGC...So, I'm really thinking about turning in my boxes, and give up tv all together.. I just don't have time for it in my life right now...It's taken me all week to watch just one show, and I can't even get through BGC wtf? And I still need to finish my laundry and blog and get to bed..fuck....where did the day go?? oh yeah, work 8 hours, travel time to and from 3 hours, volleyball 2 hours, shower, dinner...blog, talk to Matty :) awww that makes me happy:) 

All of it does really..and I'm not sure why or how..I feel funny inside whenever someone ask me about him, or he text me at 630am otw to work just to say he misses me, I can't stop smiling all the time. Even though he is gonna be my valentine this year, I'm still not ready to put all my eggs in one basket. I know right...I finally have a valentine's this year...hmmmm I've been asking people what do you get for a valentine...I got a few good suggestions..I was thinking just a bottle of crown, me, and some new panties..does that work? idk maybe I can ask Jr what he thinks...like I keep telling you guys, I'm horrible at this...have no clue what I'm doing hahah but it's fun! I have so much fun with him, like i'm spending time with HB...but not quite.. OMG I HAD SOOO MUCH FUN WITH HER THIS WEEKEND!!! oohhh and she got us matching vb shorts for spring season! Can not wait to wear those short shorts :) heheheheee. 
So back to Matty...hmmmm this whole 270miles apart from each other is not the most ideal, but i guess we're managing for now....He's so damn fun and sexy and mmmm.

OHHH Fun filled VB weekend... tournament saturday and new season starts sunday! yay!!! Can't wait to get started!! and with new teams too!! whooh ooooo and I'll see vb guy this weekend, oooh and my boy cam said he might be able to fix my car that would be awesome...I can afford beers and sushi rather then giving VW my money lol. I've missed cam... i had fun when we hung out.. i mean he did pop my roller derby cherry lol.. so it'll be good to stalk i mean hang out with him this weekend...


Another good thing about staying home and chilling, cleaning, and playing vb this weekend, I can catch up on my pof....oh the joys of emailing strangers lol...hahahah 

Well I have to take my lame ass to bed...fuck 0400 boooooooo I hope my schedule changes soon ;) ;) hmmmm good night ya'll MUWAH 

until next time bitches ~ Prost